Random 20 things about me =)

1. I dont give a shit to others if i want to do something.
2. I mood swings alot = )
3. I Emo Alot. Especially at night.
4. I love to play DotA.
5. I hate to get rejected in anyway.
6. Im full with hatred, in alot ways.
7. My mind is always full with shit which is out of da box.
8. I can be Real NOTTY but also Real Guai.
9. I prefer the time when i gone crazy.
10. I enjoyed the heartbreaked feeling, it makes me switch.
11. Switch means change da mood!
12. Once i start cursing, i cant stop!
13. I Want girls, Money : lotsa lotsa money, and POWER!
14. Im mentally twisted in some way.
15. I want to kill ALOT PEOPLE. But too bad its illegal and against buddhist teaching.
16. I Hate Life for being unfair, the things we did is not equal to the things we get.
17. I cant put friend in front of Love i guess.
18. I can put friend in front family in some way.
19. Im afraid being alone.
20. I am happy when people show concern to me, even if its a fake 1 = )

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA bored =.=

Taiping Trip ( Sea )

After 1st day at Taiping, the BBQ Day, we went out to the "sea" in a boat, driven by Captain Joshua and Captain Caleb which almost bring us to hell xD




Fish Farm!


A Crab which is tied, the skills they used to tie the crab is freaking cool lol


Poor Fish huh haha = )



See how nice is the View~



On the Boat!!!

Taiping Trip

I went Taiping Right after my KL trip with joshua, we meet up with Edmund, Caleb, Jeremy and Damian there. Quite a nice trip for me =D



Fucking Nice Crab!


Barbequeing ~



The Few of Us at Taiping.

Its being A while since the last time i post

Im back from KL where i enjoyed the trip alot.
Heres the pictures.

Freaking tired with u

I know im not a good son. But at least i know, after form5, after i screwed up EVERYTHING, i prove myself, i changed, i've become better.

I did not expect you to give me anything / say good things to me which u never did. I just hope that u dont give me that kind of face, im your eldest son, u say i din give u money, the 1st RM2000 i earn this month, i give who? i give it to u, ALL... I din keep a single cent for myself. I go genting also i spend my own money, i tried not to ask from u.

What you did just now?
Is it always about you?
This house is dis small, and i din even own a fucking room, the only place i can get online is the dining hall, and yet, u want me to get in the shit hole where the little brother is sleeping, i cant make a single noise or he will wake up.

PLEASE, be considerate, im a 21 year old adult guy, im not 12 year old, i need my own space, u cant give me, FINE, i create my own space, even that u want to take the private space frm me. WTH U WANT?

I deserve respect from every single one of u, I believe i tried harder than u in becoming a better son.

I know i did badly in primary, secondary. BUT COME ON, I manage to becoming the chairman of the youth society in ur temple where i made u proud, WHY IN HELL EVERYBODY THERE SALUTE HOW I ORGANIZE THINGs, BUT ITS JUST NOT YOU?

Fine, Studies... If u said that i did badly previously, FINE. But now i did a good job in almost everything, at least i can TEACH my classmates ( eventhough its not correct )

I tried my best to speak in english as all of u can see how much i've improved. IF still not happy, WAD I CAN SAY, NTH.

U tell me, i used to merajuk and throwing stuff at u or sis, i know and i changed, i never did that again. But do u even realise i learn that from u?

U had jz make the whole hse like a mess after ur BLABLABLA throwing things around at the middle of the night.

* im jz writing to merajuk.

Rise of the fallen

Fallen, once i had.
Rise, now i am.

Immature, naif, arrogant i was.
Changed, wise, pretend to be not arrogant i am now.

*U need to wake up, your way of doing things are getting urself into trouble if u dont believe me.
( To a friend of mine )

*Do it pls i wan laugh at u

Great Feeling

Thx to someone who wake me up lol.

Its you, not me. Wake up.
Everyone feels dat way. Jz u havent.

Worse Day of the month

No.1

Advertising Assignment.
Due to some reason, my part of the presentation is changed wifout earlier notice which resulting me got NOTHING to present during presentation and cause our lecturer to become suspicious about what i did in this assignment.

Not positive, mostlikely i'll fail cuz of this shit.

No.2 : 6.55pm stuff

Sis pang ork at 6.55 but mom call me at 6.45 to pick her up. Drove lik crazy as u all know the situation of Penang, then there's a bitch in d middle of d road, high way, most right lane which means u gotto drove fast, drove slow lik fucking cibai, i overtake her, before i overtake her, that bitch lap ewwww and i siam her and drifted at jelutong highway at d speed of 80km/j ~100km/j.
Haaar kau limpek pua si... Sipek tulan...


No.3 : RWC trainning
RWC ragnarok worldchampionship, i am here for a practise with the guildmates, 1 of my best game but i did not win. WTF... lidat how to win champion i wonder.

SIEN LA TODAY, SUCKIEST DAY OF THE MONTH

What i want?

The thing we wanted,
Its usually not the thing we should aimed for.

The thing we needed,
Its usually the thing we hate to aim for.

What i want?
I dont know.

To be more clear, I know what i want, and i know what i should aim.

But what i want is not what i should aim for.
Decision is made, I aim for the things i needed, not the things i wanted.

But its not easy.
sigh

You and Me.

You, Are 1 of the best leader
You, Are 1 of the strongest teens
You, Are always proud of urself
You, Are a guy who tried to control in everything. U really did.

Me, A great leader in Msps
Me, Proud of my own achievement
Me, Never Let go whatever I wants until I get an answer
Me, Independent, surviving, Tried my best to prove myself. I really Did.

Who am i?
K`z~, The one.

"Random and write to seok sendiri saja" =x

Genting.

We played ALL THE RIDES in Genting until almost puke ( me only ) Cause i cant tahan the dizzyness actually.

I asked : why do i even get up to this thing when play spaceshot.. HAHA...

Im not perfect.

I am sorry that im not perfect.
I am just me, just Kuang Ze.
I am sorry that i cant be the one u want me to be.
Like how u expect me to behave, Its not as easy as it looks.

I'd try everything to make u happy,
Even if it upset me. As long as it gets u happy.
I've tried not to make u feel sad.
Like what is happen now. Its alot harder than it looks.

Sometimes I get so angry
I don't know what to say
I feel just like a game
That everyone wants to play

Sometimes I get so confused
I don't know what u think
I feel just like a tool
That you don’t really care

The only thing I need
Is someone who is true
The only thing I need now,

Is to feel the thing I felt in you.

Prove me right.

Regret

Afraid of regret
I take a breath and try to deal with the battle that is set
My heart tares me one way
In opposing corners my best friend and my mind
No move can I make that solves this problem
So strong the will in my heart- it will not let me move
In this place I am put
Onwards I charge in the presence of my peers
Pressing to each occasion
With a stiff smile forced upon my somber face
Eventually I shut down in my room
Alone-as I’m used to it
With a tear formed in the crevice of my eye
Making its way down my cheek
Knowing I don’t belong here
I need someone to love me,
But alone I am left
Alone I forever will be
Afraid of regret.

Gym Day

Tried to work out to get a 6 packs but kind of impossible. well jz pray it works =D

Presentation !

Well today jz had our 1st presentation for 2ndsemester in KDU, well invited some of the degree students n boom us with questions. lucky tht our group manage answer all of it.
Sry to my group mate tht i din do anything in d slides lol... Thanks for putting my name in it =x

Best Perverted Fren

Nonid say alot.. Picture explains all....

Gaming Again?

LOL I went back to Bot on my Ragnarok online...
See how crazie i went... How many Bots i on in my PC lol...

New Camera

Today my dad bought me a new Camera. Reason is cuz im suppose to go new zealand.
But ended up i came home with the brand new camera, and my fren who shud be goin nzl with me - sabrina, said she cant go anymore due to swine flu...
IM DOOMED cuz the reason i ask my dad this camera is cuz wan take some pics at nzl...

Neways...
This are some of the pics.

My presence is a gift to some one,
I am unique and one of a type.
My life could be what you want it to be, -
If i take it one day at a time.

Count the blessings, not the troubles,
And you'll make it through what comes along.
Within you are so many answers,
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Don't put limits on yourself,
Your dreams are waiting to be realized.
Don't leave your important decisions to chance -
Reach for your peak, your goal, and your prize.

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying -
The longer a problem is carried, the heavier it gets.
Don't take things too seriously -
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember that a little love goes a long way -
Remember that a lot goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment,
Life's treasures are people... together.

Have health and hope and happiness,
Take the time to wish on a star.
And don't ever forget for even a day...
How very special I am!

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It is all over, amazingly the day wasnt going on so bad, i believe i did a great job today.
Thanks to all the friends who cared.

Besides, i <3 Lucky by Jason Mraz xD

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)

If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
(I'm taking back my love)
Ooh, my love

Hatred is a powerfull weapon that we can possess.
I hate you - being fake to me, giving me false hope, hurting me while u noe what u did will hurt me
I hate you - took all those things frm me, when im most depressed in my entire life.

For this 2 ppl i mentioned, seriously i hope u guys can feel what i feel today.

Star Trek 2009, A good movie with good start and good ending. No Regret Watching it today.

Wasnt in a real good luck lately. Things i done, din really shows up well and kind of dissapointed, well i cant get my life ruined cuz of that, so carry on with today's plan.
I think i handled my emotion quiet well, until MY msned me say he cant get usm..
Kind of dissapointed.

Life is like a Fruit blending machine, threw so many fruits in, but end up so little juice, spent so much effort, but earning so little result.

As usual

As usual, Luck is not on my side...
Quiet emo, however still able to take it...

Sigh...

Buying LUCK in Bulk~

How and what should i do?

Getting much too close, and getting much too flirty...
Regrets, confusion, ahhh...
How and What should i do?

Used to so pro in everything, but when it came to his own self, it seems like all the theorhy is useless...

Bless me...
Good Luck...
I jz nid it once and lets get it DONE!

Rainy night for me

Its night again where it is the time when my brain thinks TOO MUCH again as usual...

What if there's not that much issue n questions in this world, ahhh it will be definitely become much more easier to live with...

What I want? Im still lost, is this what I'm craving for? or its jz all lies towards myself?
Well...
I am who i am, stands under no description, Loved and hated, and so, i am K`z~*

but of cuz, hopefully Loved > Hated...

I jz felt like writing something

God, if u r there, either take my life away, or get d hell out of my life...

To dear God...

Jonker Street

A place which i spend alot time when im in malacca ^^~

The Suicide Flat

Look at this... Ruby's house, which she mentioned alot ppl jumped n died hahaz, in malacca...

Malacca~

Fuh~ Back frm malacca and had a few busy day....

Some pic whr i snap in my home town ^^

After tht me n frens went to kek lok si and the lights there r amazing!



Hmmm, After this will be our exam week ler, most likely all will be busy in our class n preparation for the assignment, Good Luck bah~

Introducing my classmate - Yuki Miyasaka

Woaw, Kz Start Blogging OMG

Hmmm Why am i doin this?
Bcuz im actually planning to write a diary but im lazy to do so, and after seeing so many friends doin blogging...
So i take my 1st step by signing up a blog for myself...
Introducing Myself, Kuangze as ppl called Kz or ze...
Changed alot since few months ago, as u can see frm this picture and the face im having right now ^^

Hha, i felt so bored right now...

Jz Went to Kek Lok Si wif my classmate but sadly ITS CLOSED~
I cant understand why they closed it while switching all the beautiful lights

Hmmm ok la, Finally,
Mafan Culos~! t ( ^_^ t )

Good Night